Glittering Images by Susan Howatch

Published in 1987, this is the first book in a series on the history of the Church of England, and the fictional diocese of Starbridge.  It was a compelling read as I enjoy unraveling a character's behaviors, even more than a more fast paced plot. 

In my longing for a better understanding of spiritual disciplines and direction, I have been listening to podcasts by Ruth Haley Barton (founder of the Transforming Center) and this was a recommended read (with some cautions for explicit content) because it deals with the breakdown of Reverend Charles Ashworth and how he walks through his mental and spiritual breakdown with his spiritual director.

The title is a phrase used repeatedly to describe the "false self" that each of us likes to portray to the outside world--successful, beautiful, put together, spiritual, smart; but we do so at the risk of losing our "true self"---the broken, weak, honest, loved and worthwhile child of God.   I found the discussions between Dr. Ashworth and Father Darrow fascinating and insightful, and it made me appreciate the spiritual gifts of discernment and wisdom that are manifested in so many of our Christian therapists today.  I'm so grateful that God gifts each of us with the appropriate tools for being fully the person He has created us to be. 

 I think that this read will stay with me as I ask God to make me more aware of how I revert to my "glittering image" in my daily journey.